Bobby Bland-Stormy Monday Blues"getbluesinfo.com"

Well today is Monday and I am not crazy about Mondays ... Stormy Monday Morning ... I had a class that seems like it's going to be interesting ... Probably the only thing that will make Monday ok... My class is Abnormal Psychology, which I think I am going to really like and the instructor is awesome... So Mondays - well at least Monday evening are starting to look good .....

the two song vids are not what I am feeling ... they are songs amongst many that are my favorite and I just want to put them on my blog ...

The Five Stairsteps - Ooh Child (Things are Gonna Get Easier) [MP3/Downl...

If You Don't Know Me By Now - Harold Melvin

It seems at times that I don't even know my "self" - the real "self" or the ideal "self". Family and closest friend say they know me but how can they when I don't even know!!

This blog is for me. For whatever random thoughts I choose to write down. I need this. I need something that allows me to contemplate honestly my existence without the scrutiny of my family.

I made a mistake and joined Facebook, which now has all my family members and friends. Their mindless dribble has over shadowed my sense of escape. I hate the page after page of their everyday updates. It’s nice to know you have a life but gee is there something more you can be doing.

I made a mistake once by posting something on Facebook that sent my sister into psycho mode. I had to hear about it from her and from other family members for weeks on end. This blog is for me.

If strangers stop by and disagree who cares they cannot call me at work or at home, text me day and night on my cell, call my family to complain, or stop by my house unannounced.

I need this. I need an outlet even if my life has come to a standstill and my head is completely blank.

I need resolution.

I need to move forward.

What has me stuck?