This blog is for me. For whatever random thoughts I choose to write down. I need this. I need something that allows me to contemplate honestly my existence without the scrutiny of my family.

I made a mistake and joined Facebook, which now has all my family members and friends. Their mindless dribble has over shadowed my sense of escape. I hate the page after page of their everyday updates. It’s nice to know you have a life but gee is there something more you can be doing.

I made a mistake once by posting something on Facebook that sent my sister into psycho mode. I had to hear about it from her and from other family members for weeks on end. This blog is for me.

If strangers stop by and disagree who cares they cannot call me at work or at home, text me day and night on my cell, call my family to complain, or stop by my house unannounced.

I need this. I need an outlet even if my life has come to a standstill and my head is completely blank.

I need resolution.

I need to move forward.

What has me stuck?